Sunday, April 20, 2008

Wanting no more

I don’t want more memories
That’s why I never let you come.
I have forgiven my yesterdays
I may not be able to my future.

Monday, April 07, 2008

Have I lost interest?

Will you ever stop blogging? If yes, what would be the reason then?

I am thinking about the same. Let me know!

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Record-break accident

Sheesh! Everyday I travel on this same road up and down.

Look at this-Gulf News Report. Having seen part of it myself I think Khaleej Times gives a better picture.

Monday, March 10, 2008

Kiss me goodnight!

There were dreams waiting; as the night had just fallen
Only I knew I was gulping pains to carry the womanhood in me.

I lost the dreams for they disappeared after a long wait,
Left with pain and a hope for another night,
I slept dreaming man-made dreams,
And I cannot remember for how long with open eyes


What would you say if you get to read more of these kinda posts which seem not to have a head or a tail?

Saturday, March 08, 2008

This was what was happening

I have been totally out of order for a month now. Ups and downs at office. Well, it has been happening for months and I was only analyzing my faults to compromise for a while. Finally I resigned on 20th of last month. Another 12 days to go and I will be relaxed.

Last year I had written posts on how I got this job and how excited I was. Big company, great opportunity blah…blah…you see. Things were different those days though. The first boss of mine- a cool one in all its meaning, migrated to Canada in the third month of my joining. My bad luck! The next boss of mine- very understanding in all its meaning, resigned 6 months after that. My bad luck! Then the current one-very bitchy in all its meaning, rules the office now showing no signs of quitting.

In between all this, in the month of October came a sweet girl to help me with my work. I was happy that I could train her and leave in mid Feb. All plans went upside down when she resigned on 31st Jan without even a notice. Then I realized I had a thicker skin than hers. Haha!

Anyways all over! Had a bad time seriously! Why would I even bother to write further?

I didn’t have the time to really look out for another job in middle of these. That’s when I was proved how lucky I am. I simply updated my Resume on one busy morning and sent it to a company my friend referred me to. And it worked out, in the first go. I am appointed and will be joining soon.

Hope other formalities go well and I don’t have to see her face again ever in my life.

Sunday, February 24, 2008

Dear me,

What you do too many times becomes a habit. Please be yourself.

Love,
Me

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Mid-summer rain

I knew it without even saying. Smile was a common thing when we are on the phone talking. The rain would not come or go. It would always be there. It always stayed.

“Is it raining there?’

“Yes it is…heavily! Can you hear?”

“Yes I can. I wish…” he liked the soft corners of my silence that particularly came with the incomplete lines.

In the silence minds only whispered:

‘I know it’s sunny there.’

Did you think, but I knew only he could lie to me decently.

He whispers louder than me though:

‘I am all sticky and lying in the bed. It is hot like never before. But you always remind me of rain. A rain that is never there.’

The little whispers and little joys is all what we want.

Another mid-summer Tuesday, 2010.

"Is it raining there?"

"Very much! I am on the terrace all wet."

"I wish….."

We enjoyed it. The silence and the delusion called rain that we shared consciously. Yet the predictability remained the most enjoyed.