Thursday, July 10, 2008

I died today

‘I cannot live like you. You live like a fish on land' was what you told me once. Long back! Remember?

You were correct. I was indeed a fish that was picked from the waters and dropped on the land. My world was snatched away from me. I was in a new world, beautiful and all that. But I could not breath. 

Then you came into my life and gave me a new place to live. You gave me everything. I was happy. I started breathing once again.

But today you should know, I DIED. You left me at the edge of a table, which you knew was half broken already. You told me ‘I will be right back honey’. You lied. You never returned. You forgot perhaps. I don’t know.

That’s when I DIED. Rather that’s when you let me DIE.


Tuesday, July 08, 2008

22 years back....

.....on the same date as today, she was born.

She asked me to write a post.
And this, in the sweetest way I have ever known.
Just which could make anyone think over-
Was it indeed a post she asked for or was it a kiss?
Need say more?
How could I even deny?
I smile and accept thinking-
Guest role is all you give, but its lead role that I want.
Never mind!

Happy is what I want to make her.
And so here I am writing for her.

“Happy Birthday!”

Sunday, July 06, 2008

Two important dates….

that I deliberately try to forget:

1) My mom’s wedding anniversary
2) My dad’s death anniversary

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

I confess

I confess:
I always try to escape,
I do lie.

I confess:
I am never guilty,
I never regret.


I confess:
I always try to escape,
I am never guilty.

I confess:
I do lie,
I never regret.

I know I can never be professional.