My feet are numb. I cannot feel the ground below my feet. Hands tied up & lips stiched together. Neither can I move nor can I speak. But only listen. Yes, I can listen but what is that they are murmuring. Hmmm...they are cursing me. Nothing more that I can say.
Am I breathing? No! I am drowning into the depth of humility and self disgust. Struggling to breath the little air of curses and regret of something what I cannot explain.