Tuesday, February 27, 2007

Mad or hysteric...I dont know..

How do I tell her? Wouldn’t it be too harsh if I say that? How should I say?

“You are turning mad my dear” No! Not that way.

“You suffer from occassional hysteria” No! The word hysteria might not …...dont know.

“You are turning into a psycho” No! Never!

Psychopath or mental illness or maybe psychosis….you get aggressive sometimes…or violent…or maybe ……I don’t know really…

How will she take it? Would she understand it to take it?

I don’t know…

It does!

Silence is very important because…
Communication does wonders in a relationship.

Let it flow...

Sudden flow of strange emotions,
Printed black in darkness...

Let it flow today..
Let it flow in darkness…
Uninterrupted…

Maybe it was too much

It is paining badly. Probably it was too much for my shoulders that its aching. The pain that comes out of over streching of muscles without proper warming up before excercises. Yes! That’s what I am going through.

No! I don’t execise.

It is paining badly. Probably it was too much for my heart that its aching. The pain that comes out of suppressing certain emotions without once in a while outbrust before accepting new changes in life. Yes! That’s what I am going through.

No! I don’t have a ......

Deep silence...

I hear...
I understand..
Sometimes I don’t…
I keep mum..
I shout...
I cry...
I learn...
I accept...
I trust...
I think...
I agree...
I doubt ...
I realize...

Finally what is it?

I don’t know…

Sunday, February 11, 2007

I doubt

Is smoking a sign of independence among women?